Designer: manikka
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i realise..

my prediction is mostly accurate.
my instincts are right.
my brain is wrong.
my determination sucks.
my mind is totally shit.


lol. CTs are coming. so many projects to do. i really dont know what to do. i am supposed to study. yet i have no intention of studying. no mood to study. im really sick and tired of everything. i wish i was 70% more like my brainy sister.





whenever i compare myself with her, i think i sucks like hell. normal people would have then realised and make themselves to compete against the other. me, on the other hand, is not at all like that, instead, i was even more unhappy with myself and everything that i do makes me feel useless. do anyone even understand how i felt? no. not a single person at all. fuck. i just wish i could die rather than living in this stupid bloody reality world.