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Wednesday, November 25, 2009

i ll make a damn quick one cause im very tired. and i still have to blog cause i want to rmb all these clearly. when i want to look back again, at least i know what are the things that really happened. so people who are unhappy after reading can jolly well close it.

first thing that came to my thought was "fucked it." seriously. i really had had enough. for the past i have been tolerating too, not only you. okay, i dont know what the hell does bgf means to you. but it obviously means a lot to me. for every single relationship i have with people i hope to keep it unique. of cause that includes my friends. and obviously there are big differences between bgf and friends. i love to share things with besties, but certainly not sharing my bf to others. okay, maybe its too overboard. some things can share, somethings cannot. and you have to know which is which.

others dont know what the hell you have did. but you and me sure know it very clearly for the mistakes you did. they can say i treat you bad because they can see me restricting this and that. but what else do they know? they can only see the outside and then gossip. yes, people love to gossip. i know that. in the past, i only will bottle up my feelings to myself. but some things i cannot keep it anymore. i know what can be said here and what cannot. fine, i dont rake up the past.

okay. firstly, i prepared those things for your birthday, there wasnt even a "thanks" at all, until i asked. isnt that weird? even if its a friend you also will say thanks to them. and i prepared those super last minute. still have to look for all those baking stuffs and recipes from online. then after work faster go buy those items and shop for your present and then go home bake. somemore i didnt have my dinner. you think i not hungry and tired at all? my hands were all red from beating the mix. i still have to wake up as early as 620am and go to work? after that we went home and then out again to eat nyny. thats all we ever did. for birthday? it may not seem weird to you but its super weird to me. and after all my hard effort all these cannot even make you say thanks from your heart?

fine, if i dont talk about your birthday, i can talk about mine cant i? this is the saddest birthday i ever had except the outing with the gang. my bf doesnt celebrate birthday. my brother doesnt even care about my birthday anymore because he's got a son to care about. my dad dont even know its my birthday. (he does, after like 5days to a week, yet he doesnt give me any present) as a bf, you dont give me surprise jiu suan le. there's not even a birthday present from you. we didnt even like really celebrate. all we did was to go for movies. THAT'S ALL. can you imagine what my birthday will be like if i was not out w gang? furthermore, when i was out with them, i wasnt really happy at all. i dont have ANY mood to be happy and i am very tired. i hope, pray and wished for surprise to come, but there wasnt any at all on my birthday. do you know how sad i was? i still had to cry on my birthday. people cry cause they are overyjoyed, but i cry cause im disappointed.

for 23587902382x time, i wish i could die because there wasnt people who really care. even my dad doesnt know my birthday?! how sad can i be? for some people, maybe i am fortunate already to have gang to celebrate w me. but then, the closest people dont even cele w me, much to say present.

and even if bf really owe present, i never know can owe until so long. its been 2 weeks. and for godness sake, you dint even buy yet. i think i can prepare to give up on that le.

okay. enough of that. no present jiu suan le, you dont even mean what you say. its not first, its dont know how many 29371239123th time. today we stopped texting each other because of a repeating incident. i have already told you about it before. since you dont care, then fine. i shall not care anymore too. im sick and tired of it. you think i really love to care about it so much. just do what you deem fit.

its not a quick one anymore. this takes an hour. fuck.

9:13 PM

24 November 2009 Tuesday
Okay, lets blog about something happy i guess. went out to vivo w xq and angeline to buy gifts for supervisor. lol. i dont even want to buy him any, cause he's not like other in charge who takes care of us and all. he just like ask us do this do that, machiam treat us like staff in singtel. although there were times he tried to be friendly, but still there's you can see through his acting. ._. lol. and i know very well he's not that really nice. d:

anyway, its gonna be his birthday tmr. lol. lame lo. he tell us dono for what shit. machiam like want to get present from us. lol. whatever~

i was wearing heels (obviously), and had to wait for them super duper long. like for half an hour. and i've been walking around for so long yet the time pass so super wols. ._. shit. and i went in to candy for damn long le, i already like see finish what i want to buy. but they haven come. yet xq want to like ask me faster when they are going to take longer then me. LOL. very funny right. say until like take bus go mrt super fast like that. when they can only go off at six and thats when its peak hour and ALOT of people will be taking the bus around their place. lol.

anyway, we bought finished the chocolates. and then later we went to daiso, i want to get some baking items. walked for very long, acty need find ang's things but in the end she also dont want. ._. lol. and the queue was like damn long. and i dont know whats up with the cashiers. ._. they're taking uber long time to clear 4 customers. and went to diva and bought a necklace. not for myself though. lol. i never buy anything from diva before. cause its damn expensive. what a waste of money!

i wasnt really that hungry actually. but had to eat cause xq is hungry. so we went to earle swensens to eat. it was super expensive. ._. $14.80. some more the guy dint told me it was spicy.
eheh is SPICY hor, not HOT. lol. of cause the food has to be HOT right when its just cooked. D: you know who im talking to. lol. and stop laughing. d:

okay, thats about all for the happy memories. gonna blog on tdy's one in another entry. happy and ~~unhappy~~ things shouldnt go together.

8:57 PM

Sunday, November 22, 2009

15 November 2009 Sunday
same routine for every sunday. ): wake up early prepare prepare go for lessons. urgh. ): and, oh yes!!! i forgot to mention i got my new spects already. (((: shiok. but dont know whether my dad gonna give me $$. ): lol. the frame is damn nice. so cooolll. (: heh. dont know what to say liao. haha. so thats the end. D: byeee.

18 November 2009 Wednesday
yes, i went out with julie today. (: went to loving hut and eat again. omg. i think im so gonna be a regular there. LOL. anyway, they changed their menus. Look better, but the things like very little lo. Dont know why. ._. Maybe cause they put the menus in a file le, so make it look even lesser. lol. anyway, today was really fun out with julie. hahaha. although like i talk mostly. ._. and met terence kor in the arcade. lol. and he say some weird stuffs. lol. ._. a bit sad that yufeng and jocelyn like not very close to us le. never mind! at least i got julie. (: heh. and she looked older now cause of her dressing. d: LOL. but idiot one la. her pay is like damn high la. and she's like just working as admin also. kns one leh. ): i also want. its like = my two months pay lo. sighs. ):

21 November 2009 Saturday
omgomgomg. shuhui say want to come over to my house so very last minute. omg. was totally not prepared. ._. i just woke up not long ago. thought can do some writings then meet her outside after her dental. but she suddenly say want to come. ._. then did some tidying up. haha. met her downstairs. and we spend the day at my house instead. haha. LOL. hmm. and she paint my nails like dont know what?!?!?! urgh, shu, admit it. its ugly!!! omg. i drew two flowers on my thumbnails. and she drew the rest. guess what? got butterfly, ballerina, boy, girl, two heart balloons and two manicures. OMG!!! its ugly like idontknowwhattodescribe. hahaha. then she keep insisting she have talent in designing. S: hahahaha. we like spend two hours painting nails lo. omg, damn long. haha. oh. and i havent mention the colour. i painted the yellow one that ang + taima bought. then use the hot pink one as deco. its really really VISIBLE to see those deco. omg. i seriously dont have face to go out lo. ): cant wear too old also, cause of my nails. thanks ah,shu!
._. she still asked me to keep until we meet on sunday. thats like damn long can. omgomg. can die la.

oh, and i dont know why i keep having stm lately. really lo! like every small thing also can forget. i think im really getting older. ): sighs. i dont want!! lets update my schedule here. in case i forget something i can check back. heh.

Tuesday-outing with poly gang
Wednesday-out with shuhui and yipei
Friday/saturday-julie
Sunday-08ofus-1

wow, like quite packed huh. omg. and im gonna meet up julia for roller and geraldine out for gather. both must after A's. oh and also jaslyn. and ive got to prepare for shuhui's present. omg. i think i really cannot reach $1000 lo. die la. ): i still short of $. ): and my dad dont want to give me $ for my spectacles. idiot.

okayys, thats all for the happy updates. (: its been long since i had happy memories. haha.

oh, and HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO JOANNE!

see ya.

9:36 PM

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

omfg. please kill me. ): im suppose to update blog on some other stuff. but i cannot now cause my memory card in hp has problem. i think its corrupted. i dont know why. dont ask me. but somehow or rather i think it has got to do with xq files. cos jus ytd she send me some songs to my hp. oh wth. all the photos gone. especially those i dint backup. and those from my mom's old hp. omg. DIE la. all gone. stupide la. i think i better change hp also. just in case. cos my hp also can hang sometime. just kill me. ):

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Thanks for all who had wished me by sms. it is not in order, so please dont mind.

-shu hui

-rhys

-sister

-brother

-melvin

-yuying

-angeline

-derrick kor

-minhui

-raymond

-yuyang

-julie

-desiree

and those who have wished me on fb.

-zhiheng

-lyon

-xueqi

-charlene

-rainer

-zijie

-xuelian

-samantha jie

-jared kang

-chen yen

-zhixiang

-hisyam

-yanhua

-ikram

-jiejin

-zin

-liping

-yingyan

-norin

-melissa

-jeffrey

-jokhie

-florence

-linda

-daphne

-mike

-nasreen

though many have send through fb, im still those who ll like to keep sms. heh. especially meaningful ones. not like what hoho send. ._. havent really get to enjoy today. a bit sad, but okay la. at least get to watch a movie at tamp. LOL. haha. getting tired already. this whole week is gonna be so tiring. S:

12 November 2009 Thursday

hmm. didnt went out today. it was too tiring for me. S: lol. i cant imagine if i go out the whole week!!! guess i'll be dead by tiring myself out. LOL! haha. sianded. but i really wished i have all the energy to go out w all. ): sad.

13 November 2009 Friday

OMGGGG. today was the thirteen!! SHIT. and we are going out so very today. and i didnt know that it was 13 on friday. urgh. the day i have been looking so forward to. just so ended like that with the rain. ): T.T

im damn sad. actually i dont really have the mood too, cause im tired already. lol. but im still happen to see them all. (: especially shuhui. ((:

anyway, shall start the day w morning. woke up, ate breakfast then dress up for an hour or so. called the lecturer and set a time, then ate and tidied a little. got out, head for bus stop. boarded bus 81. it was then i realised i had wore too NICE today. i like forgot i was heading to SCHOOL. LOL! and it was because i saw other people around my age taking laptop before i realised. but it was too late. ._. urgh. and everyone was like staring at me all the way from bus to school. I was so embarassed. kept walking with my eyes staring on the floor. !@#!@#!# it was the ___ time i wished people had dressed nicely to school. LOL! (when i was also wearing like shit in school. LOL.) anyway, i met the lecturer. okay, the worse part is that, he asked me to wait for ikram to come also before we consult him. AND YAY, he wont reach until like 2pm plus. AND he did reached at like 2.45pm?!??!?! kns. make me wait so long for dont know what. zao zhi dao i dont wake up so early and get out so early?!?! sighs, nvm. then after that, i tagged along to sit in rajesh's car on the way to mrt. it was really nice of him to run in the rain to his car and drove to pick us up at the shelter. thanks!! (he did it cause i was wearing heels and dress. sorry for the trouble!) we send ikram back to his house and the rest of us dropped off at aljunied mrt. haha. good right. first time i go to green line so FAST. less than half an hour. haha.

i met patrick and russell first at kallang mrt. HHAHAHA! pat go to the other end, without seeing me at this end. HAHAHA! so funny. and russell was bad enough not to call him to stop when he saw me. ahhhhha. so funny. d: i was shocked to see russell standing next to me as i am very concentrated on playing my djmax. LOL. i was too bored le. i reached at 6pm. then pat say they coming out soon. LOl. in the end i wait until 6.10pm they havent even reach. so i took out and play. LOL. havent even 5 minutes they reach liao. ._. then i keep lo. then we chatted awhile while waiting for shuhui. LOL. she's late too. by like 8minutes? haha. she gave me flowers!! (: wow. and a box, i dont know whats inside yet. haha. then we reached bugis at like 6.30pm? LOL. and the rest werent here yet. LOL. we were supposed to meet at 6.30pm? lol. my feet were damn pain. yet we have to walk round and round. zz. all thanks to patrick and russell. ._.

russell was lost at first!! LOL. dont know what he doing siol. haha. we were walking w a huge crowd. and i missed shuhui, but i saw patrick, then we met w shuhui. then later russell was GONE. LOL. i cant imagine that picture again. hahaha. so funny. i cant imagine russell would get lost. HAHA. then we kept calling him. then shuhui went back to look for him at mrt. LOL. then me and patrick walked to the MRT also. then later shuhui was gone too. ._. we assumed they were tgt. then we call him again. he say he at ATM. LOL. we went up to the ya kun there de ATM couldnt find him, then we went down again. then pat thought he was at the other end de ATM, so we walked there. ._. HE WAS NOT THERE!!! i told pat "Die la. whoever with russell sure lost also." LOL. and then we finally meet together at ya kun. ._. and we couldnt find each other cause both went to look for each other. SUPER FUNNY LO. ._. for once, i thought we were still primary school kids. ._.

and then we went up to first storey and walked one round. then go back down to basement. THANKS HUH, PATRICK. zz. he wanted to buy food. ): so we went down. im having blister!!! ): sighs. and then patrick went missing too. URGH. you two guys!! why keep missing one. ._. then melvin suddenly appear. haha. shuhui was very fierce lo. she only tell him we at four leaves. LOL. haha. k la. then he came. and i saw patrick then scared he cannot find us. and we very close only so i walk to find him. LOL. then we stood there and wait for the 3 very late people to come. they reach like bout 7+pm. ._. and then we head off to bus stop. omg. no one knows which direction bus stop. so we tried the one behind raffles hospital. but its WRONG. kns. then we have to walk all the way back to the one outside bugis station. .___. urghhhh.

then finally we reached the bus stop. oh man, my legs can rest for awhile. (: haha. then we reached the hotel!! (: yay. im back here again. but i ate so damn little today. ._. LOL. dont know why. but maybe the food isnt as appealing as the other time. LOL. didnt really have ALOT of food liao. cos its late le i guess. lol. sianded. anyway, i hope you guys had a fun time. (: heh. i know the guys sure eat a lot one. so i suggested this place. And thanks patrick for paying for me. LOL. although i did ask russell to return you $$ for the meal. d: (but then again, i realise i should have pay all others instead. LOl. cause they already pay $$ to patrick le. LOL. im funny huh. ._.)

then we cabbed down to east coast. yay. pool!! but omg la. my pool skills suck like hell already. LOL. T.T nonooooooooo!!! ): damn sad. i played w melvin. but was totally like shit. i like left 3 balls lo. ._. then ltr i play w lyon against derrick kor and russell. OMG la. kor just came, and he play so well la. wth. just first ball he already go in 3 liao. WTH. sick leh. although russell is new learner, but w kor on his side they sure win one lo. ): cos i play like shit. ): then i like nvr go in at all. except for one ball. LOL. kns one la. i need training badly. ):

shuhui was missing like several times. ._. LOL. then i have to keep asking for her whereabouts. omg. she was quite quiet today. i think she was very tired. haha. lol. then when she came back, she say she went for a walk. sound so emo. ): and then later, she lit the cake downstairs at starbucks. urgh. it was still raining. so hate the rain for today. ): and best is the guy came out and say we cannot take outside food there. WTH. when patrick and melvin already go buy le. omg la. ._. funny siol. sick leh. then we had to move over to mac. and its still raining!! LOL. idiot siol. stupide weather. LOL. sorry girl, you had to plan like almost everything. thanks! ((: loves. (:

thanks shuhui for the beautiful necklace + those yummy belgian chocolates + the flowers. (:

thanks zhiheng + lyon + lionel + kor for spending time to look for my present. (although it was so last minute) and also to melvin, jiahui, kokfuan as they are all sharing my puma jacket. (:

thanks angeline + taima for the 7 nail polishes (although i really do have A LOT and i cant finish them) (:

thanks mom for giving me $$ and present (although i gave her back the $$) (:

thanks bro for giving me $$ (:

eh, k thats about all. gotta update on wkend + recent soon. (: ive been updating these for 2 days. ._. have been slacking in office doing the flash. zz. and i keep knocking my head off cause im really tired and bored of finding research and cracking my brains to trial and error the flash!!! sickening. zz. don write so much le, ltr people complain. ._. byee~

3:23 PM

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

7 November 2009 Saturday
omgomgomg. im so tired and so busy!~!~!~! omg. woke up at nine plus. ate breakfast cum lunch, and then hurried out to whitesands to bank in cheque. then we went to buy fruits, and off we go to grandma's house. omg. i like damn long nvr see her already. LOL. she was home alone with my youngest gugu. LOL. she just came back from work and was very tired. she didnt even ate her lunch yet. lol. then we chatted a lot, till i was really sleepy. LOL. and then we went off like about 4pm. LOL. damn long at her house plainly chatting. OMG. and then we went to central to buy groceries. OMG. it was really really A LOT. $20 worth of fruits and veggies. zzzz. Was damn heavy. and my mom still went to ntuc to buy some more. @: crazy la, cant even carry home liao she still go and buy. ._. then we met her friend for dinner. very long never see her already. they order super a lot of food that we cant even finish. i sure gain weight this month. S: although im underweight no need like that one lo. ._. guess i'll be having loads of cake. haha. love cakes, but hate to gain fats. S:

im so looking forward to friday. but have to apologise to everyone if they are spending a lot. actually, i just wanted to gather you guys only. LOL. but shuhui like planned a lot of things. LOL. im gonna die when its my turn to plan hers. OHOH. dead meat. anyway, thanks girl. (:

8 November 2009 Sunday
Why is everybody like enjoying their weekends except me?!?!? sighs. woke up at 10 to eat, prepare go for lessons. urgh. sometimes i wish time can pass slower. i've seriously like no time to practice my calligraphy. urgh. and my homework that i've been handing in seems lesser and lesser. hahaha. LOL. and now im still considering to go for another class at amk. ._. i must be crazy right? LOL. but this teacher is better. /: but whole afternoon leh!! **thinking thrice** i dont know la. zz. sighsss. then after that, met xq and her mom at bedok to go buy spects. we look around for a few shops. i realised the one i say quite cheap was not cheap at all. like almost same price as my old shop. zzz. kns. the price put there for show only. ._. sighs. bought one very nice one. something similar to shuhui's. haha. d: its really nice. im glad i chose the one i like, and not listen to the salesgirl. cos both salesgirl and xq say the black&red one nicer, while me and her mom think the black&white nicer. LOL. not that i just like the design, colour too. and it looks YOUNGER. lol. wth can. the salesgirl like thought we're a family and im xq's ELDER sister. WTH. seriously!! i got look so old ma?!?!?! T.T

oh, and say im glad i chose this cause just like wat xq's mom said. "maybe she ask you get that cause that one not popular." seriously is lo. LOL. cause when i told her i get the black&white one she damn buey song. and worse is, when i go in and let the guy check my degree, come out, the guy ask her get me one pair of acuvue's contacts to try on for FREE!! LOL. shiok right. but her face turned black lo. oh, and he asked her to help me make the frame smaller, then suits me better. wa, the guy really know how to provide good service. (: but she kns la. like that also buey song. zzz. she should be happy for her customers to get cheaper price. somemore she also not boss. zz. people boss dont care about the $$ she buey song for wat. LOL. lame.

i dont know why she like to talk to xq more. maybe cause she's friendly and easy to get along with. ANYWAY, i see that girl also buey song. zz. she keep chewing her chewing gum while talking. so rude. zz. want to ask for namecard and told her we go other shop see then come back that time, she give attitude. damn idiot. then she SO big size, hear people say about chopping hand she scared like hell. zzz. like trying to act scared like that. so fake. zzz. super idiot. dont feel like returning to this shop cause of her face. ._. yuck.

9 November 2009 Monday
im still wondering what to do about tomorrow. all i can say is die!! LOL. but i can expect mine already la. gonna be ___ and thats it. ._. if only you can put more effort in it. zzz. nevermind, forget what i just said. anw, i heard a news. good news for someone else, but may not be good to me. i've been trying hard not to think about it, but if what i had predicted came true, then i guess i'll know what to do then, in the future. dont know why i was like that, but i just AM like that. seriously, if people treat me like shit, i ll do the same back. whether its more or less its another issue. LOL.

sianded. i really dont know what to do la. anw, im at here, slacking around. LOL. sian leh. cause nth to do. very sick of doing research. zzz. sighs. is endless of researching, without any result. its damn sian one. zzz. BOREDDDDD.

10 November 2009 Tuesday
sianded. its coming its coming!! so scary. haha. LOL. i feel sad today. there isnt any nice present / surprise at all. yes, there is one present from angeline and taima. (they gave me 6 nail polishes. ._. i've got A LOT!!! cant use finish la!! ) but that is not that something i meant. urgh. sighs. never mind. i knew everything will turn out this way anyway. LOL. i knew it, but yet im still sad over it. a bit stupid right? but i really cant help feeling this way. ): if only money was free for people who are broke. how nice it would be. but, that is just one of the castles in the air. i know its impossible, but still, i wish fairies existed. ): i know im acting like a child now, but i really cant help it. ):

theres still like another hour to my day. but, im actually not that excited anymore. it isnt fun at all. knowing that there's not going to be any surprise, knowing that there's no present to receive from. im down, and also very tired. i have been going out these few days and am lacking a lot of sleep. especially when my nephew is here today. ._. i enjoy his company, but hates his screaming and crying. zz. guess i'll wait until 12am, read finish those sms, then head for bed. (:

11 November 2009 Wednesday
omg. this year i had very few sms to keep. i dont know is it just this year only? i think is this year lesser. cause everybody like send through facebook one. ._. LOL. i rather keep sms, of course is those meaningful ones. send through facebook is like??!?!? dont feel like going work at all. but i cant. ): sighs. i so want to get off tomorrow. ): anyway, thanks everyone for the wishes! i hope friday will be better. (: so looking forward to POOLLLLL. (((: heh. i damn scare my eyes will red again. cause i've been wearing my contacts for this whole week. haha. pro ba. LOL. birthday week, i want to let myself enjoy a bit. eyes: DONT GET RED!!! ): i hate my eyes for being dry. andand i think i may get sick soon enough, not enough sleep, not feeling well, having flus. S: urgh. i so dont want to get sick this week or right after birthday!! hais. okays le, i think i better post this and get back to work. see ya.

3:56 PM

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

04 November Wednesday
omgomg. lol. i cant imagine me figuring out the navigation in a day!! lol. k la, not very much big deal, but keep having a lot of problem. i cannot make until perfect. urgh. so keep trial and error. S: seriously hate doing that. ._.

was damn stressed ytd. kip having headache. S: and i think thats coming, SHIT. but better now than later. lol. damn stressed by the thing, yet he kept want sleep. he did sleep a bit lo! wth. ._. idiot la. i stress here he sleep. zzzz. and i was a bit slacked tdy. cos ytd i very hardworking le. haha. i still cannot find the code to focus that thing. urgh. i sick of finding codes le. S: he still can do the plantmap so long when we only left 2 days. zzzz. sick lo. we havent even figure out other things. ._. wts. damm crap one.

andand i dont know why my appetite like growing bigger le. sighs. cannot la. i need to cut down on my food. lol. like eat so much siol. ._. ytd ate 2 bread for lunch. Zzzz. cos the hawker closed. damn sian. wasnt even full. came back office eat some more. ._. so nice la. (: haha. tdy went airport rd again. LOL. i don feel like buying from the auntie ever since she misinterpret and misunderstand me. zzz. but, got no choice la. ._. then i keep telling her "NO EGG!" lol. until today she kept repeat to herself. lol. dont know why it was so fast, but mk theirs tdy was dammn slow until got a weird auntie sit at our table. peng. she jus put her drink at there, then went buy food siol. then she came back i told her got ppl sit one she still dowan to leave. ._. like so weird la! then mk they all so late come back. leave me alone w the auntie. @: when she eat finish she go off, mk they all still haven come back siol. LOL. damn slow right. haha. and its so weird, it rained heavily for like less than one minute, the next minute it stopped. LOL. super weird today, keep having weird incidents. SSS:

andandand im so addicted to g-dragon's heartbreaker and breathe. LOL! damn niceeee. dl alot of bigbang's songs too. some quite nice. but i still prefer g-dragon~~ his breathe like clubbing song siol. except that is korean. ._. how i really wish someone would open a korean club here in singapore. i sure go~~ (:

was damn sad. acty thought can go clubbing on first wk of nov. but eunice not free, den lp so dowan. ._. she not free also can go de ma. ._. sighs. nvm. i want find other ppl go~~ but like nobody. ._. but dont know why gh kor suddenly sms me ytd and ask me want to go double o anot. LOL. WEIRD right. ._. then we chatted awhile then i say cannot cos got other plan liao le. LOL. dont want go cos its the same thing, all i dont know one. sighs. but maybe, that time i wasnt in the mood to relax at all. i shall try again next time if im allowed. lol.

i so so so want to play pool badly. i cant wait for next wk. people, faster book me!! my schedule is a bit messy. haha. dont know which and which. everything like messed up and havent confirmed. sian. i have to faster schedule nicely le. dont think monday want to go out?

Monday: monday blues + too early in wk to go out to play, later no energy for rest of wk
Tuesday: BOOKED!
Wednesday: BOOKED!
Thursday: ??
Friday: Dont think can cos have to return to brother house early? (in fact, almost all fridays)

im dyingggg to learn and play pool really well. sighs. i need a coach la!! sianded. everytime never practice only i forget how to play le. ): sighs. i really really dont know wat to do other than pool-ing. ): liked it a lot, but seldom play cos is damn expensive. ): lol. wish it costs $0 (which means my house have, but is totally impossible) i think i next time if rich i wan buy one at home. So COOL!! (: waiting for that day to come...

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