HUIXUANNN Saturday, October 31, 2009
31 Oct 2009 Saturdayomg. i was awoke by another nightmare. sighs. i kept having all sorts of dream recently. S: it sucks. scare the heck out of me. urgh. woke at 7+ cos of that stupid dream. and force myself back to sleep and got up at 10+. wow, first time can sleep in late. (: shiok! anyway, didnt do much things today. but was still tired. and i am so going to be sick again. having sore throat already. i ate pizza, bake cakes with my mom. did some writings today. went down for grocery shopping. watched videos. and i am tired but am still blogging cause im upset. shant say anymore. i dont know what is going to happen to my birthday month. i am so excited and looking forward to it before. but now, not really. i just hope i can treat as nothing ever happened and spend my time happily instead of returning to those sad times. i seriously hated myself for being so sad and doing totally nth at all. get lost, out of my life!
30 Oct 2009 Friday
sighs. oh well. im sure sick of it. irritating fellow. ._. URGH. so dont want to be reminded again. DONT ASK! he is SO SO SO idiotic. @!@#@!@#%$!@#!@#!!~~~
11:17 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
omg omg omg. i cant believe that we still left 4wks + only. wow. how fast time flies. LOL! cool right. and now im in office typing this. LOL. wish lyon and zhiheng can faster come. come accompany eat my lunch. sighs. i didnt wanted for this to happen too. ): i hate this stupid intern for making our friendship like that, but i really cant stand him so much for his behaviour and attitude. sighs. i know he's a big guy who has his very pride. but shouldnt he spare a thought for girls and be a better man? lol. whatever it is.
anyway. ytd and monday super didnt came. and yet he didnt ask us no need come. sighs. so we went to work as usual. zzzz. idiot. lols. im so bored now. its our break time. but im still looking at computer. sucks la. see com for 8hours every day. its killing me. although im not doing very big project or very stress thing. LOL. sianded. and and we just moved next to farah's place. haha. good siol. down here like not so much people to spy on us. LOL. haha. anyway. i cant wait for this intern to finish la. but i guess i will miss it when it finally ends. LOL. funny right.
oh. and i was so happy. LOL. just because someone remembered my birthday. although i thought that it is VERY EASY to remember. that stupid hoho still doesnt remember well enough. ._. so after all these, i am glad if people do remember mine. cause in the past i expect my friends to know since its only a number to remember. the most only two, if you insist. LOL. and lyon he asked me what present i want. haha. lol! so weird. ._. i guess it was accurate if you say scorpio prefers practical things. LOL. but i dont really mind if it is not so practical? i mean, it would be fine for friends to do something handmade rather than buy something you dont use. hmmm. im wondering what else i want / need. i guess -> more bags & shoes? ok la. AND clothes. i NEED to change my wardrobe badly.
so feel like buying m)phosis net bag. + perllini white/red/black bag + mel white bag + some medium bags that i could use for everyday? and one or two small bags to go for clubbing those kind? and i want to buy more anna nucci heels. (: the black one i bought the other time at bugis was SO NICE!!! so happy that i buoght that. shall buy more of that type of heels. but i want to try open-toe heels too. though i still think i fit better in closed ones. d: wanted very much to buy a pair of flats in novo. omg la. its pretty. but its more for events those kind. But its 49.90. sian leh. so expensive. ._. i think i seriously need to go find another part time job siol. i really am gonna declare bankrupt. i dont even know whether can win the bet with shu. ._. sianded. but i so cannot lose. $50 bucks. sighs.
oh yes. and i hope and want to go out everyday in november. celebrate with different people. (: but, i dont think can cause if everyday go sure damn tired. maybe like one wk twice? should be can? LOL. sianded. if only i can have perfect eyesight. super super hate to wear spects. ): and sometimes wear contacts will damn itchy. i dont know why. ._. boredness. i think i gonna end here le. more and more ppl start to walk around. ._. byee!
3:31 PM
Monday, October 19, 2009
061009 Tuesdayoh my!! i finally cut my hair already. LOL. and its so short. ): sian. i wished i had go to the one i always went. ): i thought that i didnt try before this new salon beside the one i always went to, so i thought i gave it a try. cos the price is only like 90cents difference. LOL. in the end this aunty serviced me badly and yet cut my hair like nobody's business seh. damn upset. but the good thing is that she cutted away those split and damaged ends. lol. but i still preferred my long long hair. urgh. idiot. anyway, i think this time round people can see the difference whether i got cut anot. LOL. if not they keep saying i cut / dont cut = same. LOL. she cutted like about 3inches la. damn sad. the longest i cut before is only 2 inches. sighs. whatever!!! im not going there again! stupide.
sighs. went home. dabao and eat dinner. watch tv. bathe. water plants. sleep. im so tired. /:
091009 Friday
omg. today was the day we dont have to work. and it was eunice last day!! omg. i cant bid goodbye to her at company. sadded. haha. nvm. we're gonna meet up again next wk for clubbing. (: take care eunice! me and ikram went to school again to look for mr chan. LOL. wow, he say its quite easy to do if dont have search engine all those funny things. LOL! some more is local, so is easier. heh. good. at least we dont have to do engine le. next batch de ppl suffer i guess. lol. haha. then he went home and i met hoho at raffles. i damn kind la. still wait for her at de mrt there. and i waited for so many trains to pass before she could even locate me. she die also dont want say thanks. see, so unkind. d: we damn funny. keep asking each other where we are, when we are inside the mrt platforms, at diff locations. LOL! anyway, chatted much with her, and i finally get the chance to relax more already. i finally say it after holding for so long. so relieved. x: spend much though. we went to eat dinner at fortune centre and then we headed down to junction for tcc. omg. cant imagine me gg tcc to drink again. rmb the last time went with xq and her friend, the bill was high. k la, wasnt so high tdy cos we shared the sidedish, but around 10+ lo. sianded. im so gonna be broke. went home damn late. all hoho's fault. d:
101009 Saturday
today went out in afternoon to meet shuhui. was supposed to call her when i reach payalebar. but i forgot. cant remember what i was thinking that time. then at alj, saw her, but couldnt get her attention. haha. so i alighted at kallang and met her in train again. so funny. anyway, was quite late already. we window shopped a lot though. i cant believe my legs are already tired by 7pm plus. its only like 3 hours? omg. was wondering what happened to me. i could shopped for a whole day in the past. now its barely 3 hours. ._. so big difference can. lol. we went to waraku to eat our dinner. was a bit hungry. i was so happy when we finally got to sit inside the restaurant!! omg. my legs are so tired. we are damn funny. we kept asking about the student promo thing, but in the end, we frgt about it when we foot the bill. URGH. waste of money!! sighs. oh well, cant blamed anyone cos we both frgt. ): then we went taka walked here and there. wanted to find something nice to spend away my vouchers. saw laptop bags. but too bad, i dint brought my along. ._. so couldnt buy. i cant imagine i was shopping for so long, but didnt buy anything. not until i went to Max&More to get 2 dresses. LOL. k la, think the price is reasonable. $35 for two? im so so so gonna be broke. ):
111009 Sunday
omgomgomg. cant imagine i went out for continuous 3 days. LOL! k la, but with different people. so i guess its fine. (: went out to bugis w xq today. ): i thought she would be spending more than me. but its not the case. ): im so gonna declare bankrupt!!! i spent like $100 today? LOL! what happened to me? became a shopaholic?? k, here's a summary-->
$10-leggings
$42.10-2 shoes, a heels and a flats
$10-red top
$10-black vest
$30-black jeans
im so gonna eat maggie already for the next wk. ): hais. im DEAD. someone help me?!?!??!!
141009 Wednesday
omgomg. i cant believe we're gg out to clubbing tonight. (: so looking forward to it. yeah, its so much of a difference when you go with different people. but, i still felt kinda odd somehow. ): cos im closer to lp, but she's closer to eunice, and eunice brought another friend along. ._. like so complicated. k, its fun if you really want to relax. if not, its damn noisy. tried to relax somehow, otherwise it defeats the purpose of being there. we went to bugis and shopped awhile + eat dinner. headed down to clarke quay, thought we may go in first. but we didnt cos we both were scared. haha. and so we walked round and round and waited for eunice to come. she finally came at almost 11pm. went to zirca first. was very loud over there. cos we went in quite late and people took away those best seats already. we ended up standing under the speaker. omg. it really has blasted my ears. zzzz. drank only like 11/2 cup? cos the other two i shared with liping. haha. and our last cup was drank off mainly by charlene, cos its martell. eew. she drink super fast. lol. (she's damn tall too. ) and then we headed off to another club. walked round again then decided to go into arena. lol! hais. its so crowded there. we actually just went in, but we thought of going out already. but we paid for $2 for the aunty to keep our bags. we didnt want to waste money. so went back in again. it was so crowded. people kept pushing us. ._. i was damn shocked cos a lady touched me and she like wanted to dance with me. ._. i think she was just being friendly. but i felt so weird. @: anyway, we then go home after that at like 1am plus. so so tired. ): still got work tomorrow. DIE!!!!
151009 Thursday
omg. i was REALLY LATE for work tdy. ahhhhhha. d: aiya. i also hack care. cause i not everyday late wat. late one day will not die what. ._. d: then farah like so shocked cause i never late before. haha. lols. but sian can. time really pass slowly. we are still working on that application. urgh. S: i am sick of those manholes and pipelines. zzzzzzz. save me!!!!
161009 Friday
Oh my. finally is last day of the week le. (: gg over to bro house ltr. cause tmr morn gg swimming. hope turns out fine. miss my little nephew! he's sooooo cute. (: went back home earlier cos its a friday, and played with him. haha. then my mom left for home. sad. wished she could stayed there instead of going back alone. when i went there she always is going home. ._. guess she missed home a little. im tired.
171009 Saturday
Woots~ arent i happy? went swimming complex in a car. (: good. guess im lucky. cos tdy is deepavali! heh. heard from my sis-in-law that they went to swimming by MRT and walking such a distance with the pram!! faint. pram leh. i cant imagine them carrying so much things to the complex. ._. and my nephew is so scared of water. just like me when i was little. ._. he screamed whenever my brother took him into the water. his voice is darn loud and sharp. urgh. hate children screaming and shouting. zzzzzzz. in the end i tried to tempt him to play in the water with his ball rolling down the slide. it works!! LOL. seriously. have to make him find something interesting miraculously before he wants it. ._. im like a bit evil by making him keep wanting to play more. d: but i guess he wont blame me? LOL. if he's not going learn now, he'll never learn, just like me. ): sighs. i wish i was more sporty when i was a child. SIGHS.
OMG!. we've been painting the walls. i was so really tired. i cant imagine i painted my room by myself. k la, not all, but mostly is i paint one lo. cos i really cant trust my dad. he anyhow anyhow one. s: anyhow his room can. i then dont want my room to be painted anyhow. oh yes. and i specially went downstairs with my brother to buy a paint i like. and its so so so expensive. $44 leh. ._. just for a tub of paint. but i like that colour. its not really pink and not really purple. like halfway in between. its called mulberry. its a new colour some more. actually wanted take raspberry, but my brother say this nicer. lol. i took cos i found it quite unique. heh. lol. anyway. was very tiring. plus plus plus i went downstairs to buy several times lo. one is to buy paint. the other cos realised the brushes not enough and short of some small ones so i had to go down and buy brush again. then third time i went down to buy dinner for everyone. urgh. so tiring. ._. i hope i dont get muscle ache tomorrow.
181009 Sunday
sianded. had to wake up early and pack finish my room and all. then still have to rush down for lesson. ._. every sunday cannot sleep late. im getting lazier and lazier. i want to sleep late in bed. but i couldnt. uh oh, i've got new competitor siol. haha. i better buck up. haha. eh. and today just came that and had terrible cramp. cant even walk properly. @: idiot. i guess it was due to yesterday cold dessert. sighs. whatever. im gonna sleep. darn painful. ):
5:57 PM
Thursday, October 1, 2009
omg omg. damn shiok. i didnt went to work for 2 and a half days alr. LOL! tue & wed dont have to go cos we went back to sch look for lecturers to discuss about the damn project. zzzz. sick one. really lo. the supervisor gives us so hard one. and yet he says until like its very easy. benson says that we cannot complete it from scratch within 3 months one. and so he asked us talk to LO and ask him talk to supervisor. LOL. they had a unhappy conversation. and supervisor was damn pissed. we knew it just be listening to the LO talking. omg. and then we were asked to get back to company. ): was darn scared. for once i thought he would scold us when we were back. omg. but he didnt. that shocked me. he still say that it wasnt our fault. LOL! but actually the LO just wanted to help us. I suddenly feel so sad for the LO, even though i didnt know him very well. felt irritated. cos i wasnt wearing the right dressing for work. and i had to rush back to change and all and then rushed back to company. sian one. zz. he said no need to go work on wednesday. now have to go back. !!!! idiot. anyway, today and tomorrow dont have to go work too. cos he asked us stay home do research. i dont know why he was so good. but these 2 days, i have a hunch that it was cos he dont want to see our face. though he say that its not our fault, i think he still bears some grudges inside his heart. LOL! i dont know, but thats how i felt. lol. sianded. and i thought i could have rest peacefully. but i couldnt cos i had to go back jurong get back my laptop. urgh. stupid acer. all my bro's fault!!! idiot one. told him dont get acer he dont listen. now become my responsibility as im the one using the laptop. cheater. ._. sighs. wasted damn a lot of time on travelling. s: suck. i really so wanted to get a home nearer to city area next time. saves travelling time. (: but then again, its like so expensive. ._.
anyway, i went for a movie with rhys on wednesday-> the ugly truth. LOL! its a bit dirty, but its so funny. haha. somehow i thought i would rather watch fame after i had gone for that show. haha. nevermind, next time! have been quite long since i watched the last dance movie. reminds me of somebody, but, who cares? we've got our own lives to live. and saw ginghian kor while i was waiting for rhys. LOL! he exchanged number with me, and get on with the two girls. wonder how he knew them. perhaps from ite ba. cos they smoked too. for a while, i wished that we had broke up, but i was still friends with them. ginghian, wanling and rainer. oh well. im just taking everything like how it is now anyway. im not the kind who takes a lot of initiative. whatever it is, i think im gonna rest for today. i really feel that im getting sick now. bye.
i think i really have to change, perhaps for the better. someone said i was childish. and after some thought, i guess i really had to change. thanks for your reminder and advice.
9:17 PM