Designer: manikka
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It really has been some time since i updated my blog. Have even thought of deleting it. I don't think I will blog so often already. Busy with work, people, life. It really makes me sick of going to work. Can't believe I have started to get sick of everyday same routine when I just started working officially at a company. It's not a good job. And I felt so stupid cause I was cheated into this company where they say I will be a design intern but I'm doing admin job. Urgh. I'm missing out a lot of shows/videos/music since v long ago as I wasn't really keen on finding/digging them all out. It was a tiring job. Was really sick of my songs in the mp3 though I updated some last month, but mostly are still those old songs. So I went to find some new albums, and realised actually some bands are not bad, and some singles too. I found somebody similar to taeyang type!! cool. Downloaded many of them. But, I guess I really need some time to tidy up my harddisk. Urgh. I'm so running out of space and I still have to borrow from somebody.


Oh, and I'm so so so really tempted to buy blackberry's white edition. Urgh.... My colleague has one. I sort of envied her, cause her bf bought for her. Urgh, but then thinking back, I really don't want to depend on anybody. It's useless. I just want to depend on myself. I really should have start to be independent long ago. I felt that it was like empty promise to myself. When can I ever be someone who's independent???!!! I should just get used to working society. Guess it was my wishful thinking that I'll be able to learn new things over at this small little company. Thought I could give design a shot after many thoughts. But yet, the outcome is nothing. And the big boss is super unreasonable. Sighs. I'm starting to regret. ):

And I really want to go on a trip to somewhere beautiful and see nice scenery. All of a sudden, I'm tired of everything. I just want to relax. No shopping for me. I'm just really tired of everything. And I feel like going to club again. At least, I don't need to think/worry about anything for that night.