HUIXUANNN Wednesday, May 20, 2009
fudge. tell me what i'm supposed to do. i wanted to be friends with her, in fact good friends, but whenever i see her, i'm reminded of that incident. seriously, i hate it. and what's worse was the reason i was given for that incident, was super stupid. if this can be the reason, then tell me what's the reason for some people kissing others in the bar could be? i mean, seriously, euu dont go around doing that with tons of people right? especially when euu have no feelings for the other party? how can there be no feelings if such incidents happen? at least in that kissing incident, one of them had feelings for the other party. Am i not being fair? i am just stating the fact.seriously, hearing things by the third party sucks. i hated people for not telling me and also let me be the last to know. it's like, because we're not friends, or we don't know each other well, then i get this kind of treatment. i mean, even though it's not related to me, it's counted as something important, at least to euu, right? couldn't euu have told me earlier? and euu even lied to me.
life's like hurrying to reincarnate. so many things have been happening, there's no way we could have noted everything and update people about everything. yes, but at least euu could have tried to let me know sooner. or are euu having guilts in euu? that's the reason euu couldn't tell me? okay, fine, perhaps we were already drifted. i shall say no more. i shall forget about that incident.
everything seems to fade away within my reach. i understand how euu have felt back there. i'm very sorry for disappointing euu.
3:01 PM