Thursday, July 9, 2009
i've been wanted to blog since tuesday.
raining and raining non-stop. i wish i could have more answers to all the questions running in my head. i'm sick of those questioning. i dont dare to hope that everybody will understand, of cos, but at least euu tried, or at least euu show some concern, i'm more than contented. but many people dont understand, dont make a point to understand and jump to conclusions. this is sickening. idk why it should rain at this time, where there's still another paper. all i know is, if it can rain just because of this, then, it makes euu really important that it could have rained. i think i can try to understand eur intentions for keeping it from me. but i thought it may have been better if you could tell me yourself. wanted to blogged more, but after wed, i think i had better not. think its better to keep it in my heart.
anw, went to wed comb ytd. ._. totally shit. side-read the ru yan scores. LOL. no one tell me that the scores had came. nvm, no one told me about the thurs sect is changed to comb. LOL. im so gonna be dead missing tues sect, cos have to figure fingerings by myself. though i can, but its gonna take longer time, and there's really no time left, cos there's still work left to do. the dmp we havent done the video yet. lol. we managed to bake the fudge, but is a lil weird. ._. lol. and nobody told me that sat prac is from 9am to 5pm. if zy dint tell me ytd, im still in the "dontknow" world. ._. LOL.
stop comparing me with the others. im sick of it. everybody is human, yes. but we're doing diff things. i havent been watching any videos since i've started yr3. i havent watched the bof show. i havent been out to shopping till late night. i have not meet up w my girl since start of yr3. im missing her, she's seldom ol now. so want to go shopping & cont watching the shows i've missed. but time doesnt allow me to. ._.
not gonna blog as often i guess. ._. time's ticking away. byee.
HUIXUANNN