HUIXUANNN Tuesday, December 15, 2009
12 December 2009 Saturdaywth. im damn lonely tdy. cant go out either. i've got many housework to do. ): my mom's not home. ): sadded. i cant believe that im so hardworking till i woke up not long after then i start washing clothes and all. this is tiring work doing whole day long. i cannot believe this. i dont want to be a house wife, not when im just married. ._. LOL. and who knows when is that. lol.
13 December 2009 Sunday
wow. im tired enough. but still have to wake up early and go for lessons even though im sick. urgh. i just cannot write properly all the while. sometimes i realised i improved, im glad for a moment, but then the next moment, its gone. people really cannot be too happy over heels. there'll be effects later.
Learning points: You can be satisfied for yourself for a short moment, but not too long, else Lady Luck is going away from you. Especially you cannot laugh/make fun of others when seeing them in an unfortunate state, cause the next one will be you.
Anyway, i have to go out w shu later. ): im sick, but have to go cause we've dragged for far too long. and just nice, today nobody is free. not say everyone is busy, but some just dont want to come. ._. whatever. and i waited for shu v long?!?! so i went shopping at 313. i went into cotton on, cos i saw a hairstyle which im familiar with. ahhhha. LOL! really is kc siol. hahahha. so funny. i only see his top part of head la. and i knew its gotta be him. haha. so funny. went in and say hi, take a look around and bye. LOL. then went forever 21. ahahhahaa. damn nice la. and i hesitated v long whether i should queue up for e dressing room. it was not long after i decided and had join e queue for like about 5 mins, her call came. aiyo! she slow leh. haha. d: she reach when there was a few people left infront of me queuing up. ._. she went to look around. she went to 2nd floor dressing room. when i was finished, she was just about to go in. eeyer. cheater. 2nd floor people change faster as they dont have to come in and out and let bf see how's the clothes. zzz. for a moment, there's envious emotions in my mind. all the guys really just stood outside and wait. half of me was taking pity on them, and half of me envy those lucky girls.
and then she tried like 4 pieces but aint buying any. e 2 tops she say she wait for her atm come den buy. hahaha. lol. damn fortunate. paid for my jeans, (cheap!!) and then we headed for spaggedies at central. chatted and took photos. haha. omg! my face was damn fair. ._. cant even see properly la. passed her her present. eeeeyer. no good one. she's not touched leh. zz. i wonder what i do then she touched. hahaha. LOL. im sorry i cannot arrange for her surprise cos people aint free. i thot she was supposed to be much more fortunate than me, but in some ways now, i realised she's not. girl, sorry to hear that.
we met her parents at f21 again. to buy her clothes. ._. damn fast right. lol. haha. and her mom's really good to her. i dontknow whether was it because of me around or what? lol. but for e third time i wished i was born in her family as well. we then parted w her parents and went to taka and all. we had starbucks at wisma later. :o and i realised now i frgt to pass her e $$. hahahha. LOL. then we went home. was happy today. (:
15 December 2009 Tuesday
I dont why when it come to you, im very easily agitated. im tired of it. ._. especially when it comes to food. why do you have to ask me to order when you know there's a chance of me ordering wrong? i dont eat what you eat, isnt it weird for me to order something i dont know? LOL. and so, you're trying to prove that you made the right decision of ordering drinks because of the mistake i made. then just order yourself next time. It should be the guy ordering for the girl instead of girl ordering for the guy. LOL.
I dont know whats wrong with me/my character. Im just like that. Im very emotional. I dont talk when I've been used to silence. I can be angry for very long. I dont like to talk when Im sick. I dont like to take initiative, although ive tried hard to do that. Im not a very happy girl because im not very optimistic. I like to get along with people in pairs rather than a whole big group. I dont really know/like/talk about gossips/entertainment news/food. I think i can understand why im like this. is because in buddhism, its said that you dont say bad things from your mouth/dont do bad things, you will have karma. so i dont really want to gossip a lot unless i really cannot stand that someone. i dont usually watch a lot of TV/videos/movies, neither do i go crazy about idols that i would want to attend their every concert in sing /keep finding shows to keep myself occupied /take great notice about entertainment news. I think that its very tiring to keep tracking these things, when there's no benefit to me at all. About food, i cannot talk about topics regarding them because i dont eat what other carnivores/omnivores do. I thought this was supposed to be a blessing, but right now, I feel that im suffering. although in this world, i know, all livings are suffering. I really hate this world for bringing me in here. I cant wait for my life to end, seriously.
HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, JIA QI!
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